19…….

hey… i’m actually still 19 before my birthday this year… that’s what my mum told me.. and according to feng shui… it’s a very tough year for me as this is the last year before i turn 20… so it’s kinda like when you pass the age19.. you start another chapter.. in life…

well… i ain’t very superstitious but i do pray…  and i do believe the saying because my life now is seriously upside down and inside out… this might be a challenge of life for me… from another point of view… or a disaster for me… if i look from another point of view.. i still remember playing the game of LIFE with the gang that day… i lost the game… and eventually it meant something to me…. it seriously meant something…

life is full with challenge… life is full with obstacles… yadiyadiya…. i think i’m happy with mine… since i believe i have a lot of true friend at college who are there to support me… whom someone i talked to today that reminds me a lot of thing as well… thanks to her i know what to do… and what life really mean to me…. i jus need someone to talk to… not someone to trash me up or nag me… or someone to tease me for how stupid i am….

what is life.. they ask.. and i wonder… and they sway…

2009… 19… 1989… do they link… i dunno….

peace